Ok, so upon entering the blogging world I suppose I should introduce myself.
I was originally born in the United Kingdom at moved the United States (Arizona) about 11 years ago. My parents divorced a few years after we moved out here (my Dad was having an affair with another man). To make a long story very short my Dad moved to Washington DC with his partner and my younger brother and I stayed in AZ with out Mom. Along the way, I moved schools, I began going to an amazing performing arts school from 6th grade onwards. My mom had a baby...and I got the younger sister I always wanted! Eventually, my mom became a single parent again and after some trials and tribulations we have become a very close family. I have a good relationship with my dad and his partner...a.k.a - "the Dad's."
As for school, that is another story. I graduated in 2009 with good grades, average SAT scores, and no green card. If you were under the impression that you didn't need a green card to attend college for a decent price then let me tell...that is not the case. My dream is to go to the University of Arizona and get a BA in History followed by a MA in Secondary Education. When I found out that I could only attend UA as an international student,due to the fact that I do not have a green card or resident visa, and that I would have to fund the entire thing for myself I saw those dreams come crashing down around me. (And don't worry...I am here legally, I just have a non-resident visa!). After trying accepting the circumstances I enrolled in community college and started taking two classes a semester (thats all I could afford as an international student) while the rest of my friends went off around the country and started their Freshman year.
I cannot begin to tell you how much it hurt to watch as my entire graduating class (there were only 30 of us) went off to big colleges, stayed in dorms, met new friends, and started a new journey. I trudged along with my six credits a semester, not making any new friends, and working full time at Starbucks.
At the end of the fall semester, I was faced with even more big decisions. I found out that there is a remote possibility that my family will have to start paying for the immigration work (all the legal crap), and to put that into perspective, its $200 alone to put in an application to renew my work authorization every 12 months. I began to think about all of my possibilities and the dreams that were being shattered right in front of me. After much thought, I decided that it would be a good idea to return to the United Kingdom to complete my higher education.
At this time, I am spending 5 months on the East coast working in my dad's bed and breakfast and also a second job. These jobs are going to help fund my flight home and then hopefully leave me with some cash to start fresh in the UK, where I will be living with my grandparents. I am going back to Phoenix around Thanksgiving time and then leaving for the UK after the New Year rolls around.
This for the time being is my story and my "plan" (as I like to call it). I hate the thought of leaving the US and wish everyday that a miracle will happen and I will be able to get a green card.
I know blogs are supposed to be short and sweet affairs but I felt that in order for you (if anyone is actually reading this) understand me then you have to know the story of how I came to be in MA for the summer and the decisions that I am facing.
I have accomplished one thing today and that is to write a post that makes me feel better, and that in the end, was the main reason for me starting this blog.
Until next time.
Em